Bullet

Pat opened his eyes, then frowned, like he was thinking hard "...hmmmm....Pink Flamingo...Yes, it was Pink Flamingo...f*cking unbelievable sh*thole. Won't be that hard to bully out the room number from the deskclerk...I can't remember the bloody thing"

Pat pushed himself from the wall,took a shotgun and started walking

"Yo....you" Pat said over his shoulder to Marc "take the ammos and the vests, will ya...what was it? Mat?"

Suddenly Pat woke from his coma-like hang-over type of situation "Bigger weapons? F*ck it.. We need to ambush those f*ckwads....'course we need weapons, but we also need wits to handle this...we can drop 'em with a single shot from our service gun...just one f*cking well placed shot and BANG the f*ck goes down...No rifles, no f*cking anti-aircraft missiles." Pat leaned to rest against the wall, waiting for the sergeant to come back "...words of wisdom,chaps..." Pat smiled and closed his eyes.

Couldn't be arsed to read what people wrote, so I'll just drown myself to bitterness and loneliness and say three things:

1)being alone sucks, hence

2)I don't have anybody special to "bribe" and

3)falling in love to some one who is spoken for sucks.

Therefor:

F*ck the Valentine's day. Unless I can get threesome (how rude...I am sorry )

Hey Malc, is that Audioslave any good? Because I've heard very negative commentary, but I can't believe that Tom Morello, Brad Wilkin and the Bassist (can't remember the name...and he uses different names...) would do that bad music..

I am going to get an eye to my right wrist, because it is my right hand that "sees". I use it when I massage (I feel bones etc much better than with my left hand) and it is my right hands fingers pressing the trigger of my camera...So I want to get my right arm inkend. Plus it looks psychedelic and it is not your good old "too small to see, easy to hide" safe-sh*t tat. I want people to see it.

And I am thinking of getting a sleeve tattoo...Japanese sleeve could/would be nice...and I too want the tear-away cyber tat... (Chimaira's DJ has a nice one...computers motherboard tattooed to his forearm)

And I have lots of reasons to get one...None of them are too good, but the most important is the fact that I just want one.

....argh...headache...

Just thought that this could take place here...My music taste's chanced and I want to know what others listen. In real life. Or your current playlist or something like that...And does any of you guys&gals play in a band?

My playlist thingie:

1.Tool - AEnima

2.Tool - Lateralus

3.The Cure - Greatest Hits

4.Oliver - ep

5.King Crimson - Be Happy What You Have To Be Happy With-ep

6.Pink Floyd - The Wall

7.Pantera - Far Beyond Driven

8.RATM - s/t

9.RATM - Battle of Los Angeles

10.Deftones - White Pony

11. Faith No More - King for a Day (Fool for a lifetime)

Those are few CDs you'll find laying on my desk (so I'll listen to that..)

Then there is Slipknot, more Deftones, Coal Chamber, CMX, Slayer etc.

Hmmm...now I wonder the function of this topic...Well, I hope it is good.

And I've chanced my attitude towards punk. Just so you know

Why I decided to take one? Kinda rite of passage to the "adulthood" and "it's just life"-attitude. And I want to decorade my skin. I want to do things, experience things and so on.

And tattoos aren't that much of a taboo anymore. Of course I could take a "safe" one, to my upper hand (somekind of a lame tribal), but I want it to symbol something for me.

And I am an artist fer His sake

I am going to get it to my wrist. I want it to show. And I know it is going to hurt. That is part of the fun

Arashikage...cool

I am going to take one in a month or so, so I want to know your experiences, if you have. Or opinions.

And if you have a picture of it, please put in the gallery or something like that...

Ach..me goes to school now...Lots of recording to do. Me pro. Me good.

D'uh...I am only 17 (well 18 in no time ), so not much have happened to me. And I am quite non-adventurous, so there you have it...

Maybe it would be somekind of a family-drama, or a love-story (with a unhappy ending...stupid me..)

Betreyal and ex-friends. Or something like that.

Soundtrack including slowed down hi-hat jazz

Well,I could add few things to my "goal" list:

-Do something to Cyberpink.tk

-Get a girl/boy/whateverfriend....totally queer..

-Buy uniforms and japanese sei-uniformie thingie (girls school uniform ) for my girl/boyfriend-to-be

...- and stop acting like a queer if I am not one...but then, how could I know?

-Do some kick ass pics for Edgerunner...in fact, just: Do some kick ass pics.

Hmmm...mine are:

Be nicer to my roomies and to those who have to hang with me

Get a tattoo

Loose some weight (seems to be popular...)

Be a better person, and kick ass

..and now I'll run to DAT-test.

And I am even later, but..Happy Birthday Bonie-darling

Ummm...

Keys with half meter thick chain (the key chain )

Wallet with some money (20€ atm)

my cellie (Siemens C35)

And then my pride SLR camera..Canon EOS 300V. I love it. My darling... and of course the objective is there too..

and then there is my camera case, with empty film box (so I can put the film there when it's full) and a pencil case..I hope I can add multitool to this some day, but now I am pretty much broke.

Maybe you should, maybe you shouldn't

It is not written in frigging stone that I couldn't be gay or bi  ...in fact I was pondering if I could be gay...that way I could smack him if he did something really stupid

Rastapopulous = horny killer elk...and many other things.

Ask Suriel (if you ever see him  ...where are you bro?)

Hmmm...Yeah...look somewhere else...Maybe we can do it together

Feeling lonely too

I played once in a game where we ended up as gods. But it wasn't easy...and then we had to be responsible gods (but then the GM turned us into NPCs...good call...He wanted to create a pantheon to his world)

We could have been über-powerful characters (I could turn invisible and read minds...even finger their thoughts...before we were gods..), but the GM kept the balance (there was a enemy so strong that we could hardly fight it...)

Great campain, lots of cool characters and good players...and my character ended up as the God of Death,Love and Music (he was a assassin, his love failed when his woman turned into a god also...she decided that she didn't want to be one...because Gregor-my-man wasn't that honest with her, like she found out  ...and me character loved to play his instrument (can't remember what...)) ...and he is the strongest of the gods.

Hoorah.

Just go for it. You said she was in love, but not with him/her/it? Then go for it. Talk to her. If that fails try to get some sex

Hmmm...last time I gave advices was weekend before last one... I gave my advices to guy, who just few days later ended up with my ex-girlfriend. So it is my oldest friend and my ex...Just ended the conversation with my ex and I am zen with all this crap...Fortunately, because I care alot of them both...before that I was ready to punch his nose in...

But back to the topic: What do you have to loose?

Her friendship? Not likely, but not impossible...It can either turn her friendship to more....awkward, or it can close you.

What you have to win? Her love, peace of mind, sex and cuddles and.... (bitter side of me says: Grief and heartache)

Your call. Good luck with you, whatever you choose to do.

Whatta hell? Don't people want to complain anymore?

Damn happy-go-lucky geezers...

Well, my major complain, which made me angrier than I've ever been (and Chrys and people who knows me know that I am angry alot of the time):

My ex decided to get together with my oldest friend (ab.12-13 years we've been seeing each other...), and he heard that I split with me ex just two weeks ago. How unfair and sh*tty is that? There are few f*cking unwritten laws among men, considering this kind of bullsh*t...And they haven't even seen eachother that many time...Now my jealous brain makes things up and.... I didn't say that I wouldn't care for her... I did care...not anymore. So the summary: I wished two of my very important friends to go to hell.

How was your weekend?

+bittersweet+

Yeah, congrats

Get well soon, Cakie'O.

I want some of that medicine too

Most realistic view of the future from those films: Strange Days. That movie has it all...Streetlevel, suits, media biz. There is solos, techies, rockers and fixxxers. I'd like to run a game which would have the same feel that Strange Days had.

And Strange Days wasn't all dark and gloomy. The world had daytime(*gasp*)! The people were realistic. Yum.

Matrix is crap. Doesn't fit my vision. The "true" world was too dark and gloomy (and not believable) and the "false" was like Australia. Sunny and bright. Yagh.

Bladerunner might be possible. Far away in the future. But not in 2020.

I hope I got your question...

Heh...Julio, I happen to read Blade of Immortal, and I have a access to few episodes of GiTS:stand alone complex.

And I can recommend both of those to you all. Truely great stuff.

I love the fact that Manji (right?) in BoI isn't that good of a swordman...sure, he is immortal and old, but still he gets whooped around.

Monks basic electricity course helped me

It was really good, hence I could understand it, and I don't even understand my teacher, who speaks finnish

...and then some bitching and moaning:

I am lonely. Not nice.